God has also let me experience feelings, however, that I didn't feel were so good. I have felt anger and rage about situations that I couldn't control. Heart ache at the death of a friend who left two little girls she wouldn't get to raise, and disappointment when people didn't live up to my expectations.
I believe that God lets us experience both the good and the bad emotions because he can use both to bring us closer to him. I'll be honest and say that I'm afraid of the bad times. I don't want to hurt. I'm all for unicorns and rainbows, but when our emotions are overwhelming us, he wants us to draw closer to him.
Now for the point of this. I want to share an idea I seen a while back for doing just that...drawing closer to God....
1. Write down some of the negative emotions that you are having. It could be fear, jealousy, lust...anything that is weighing on your heart.
2. Write each one on a separate sheet of paper and write down all the Bible verses you can find about each emotion.
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him
and he will make your paths straight